Thursday 23 June 2011

Best track for the night haha (:

Ryan & Radu - Rush Love http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W1Hr5cYMTwo&NR=1
Edward maya - This Is My Life http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TYPCSLX_Orw&feature=related
Edward maya & Vika Jigulina - Stereo Love http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p-Z3YrHJ1sU

Farah Nabila Binti Ong

Dear mate , thanks for being by my side when I'm down , thank you so much ..Hope our friendship will last till the end of my life ... 爱你我的朋友 (:

Wednesday 22 June 2011

Him ♥


Wherever you go whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you and whatever it takes or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you  ♥

Him ♥

Dear Baby love ,

Love is patient, love is kind.It does not envy.Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;It is not self-seeking, nor easily angered.It keeps no record of wrongdoing.It does not delight in evil,But rejoices in the truth.It always protects, trusts, hopes, and preserves.There is nothing love cannot face;There is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance.In a word, there are three things that last forever:Faith, hope, and love but the greatest of them all is love. 

Him ♥

Pinch me if I'm dreaming 
As a matter of fact 
I take that back 
Let me lay there (please) 
Inside of your love. 
Listening to your heart beat 
Girl there ain't no feeling 
Better than feeling 
On your body 
Girl don't you move a muscle 
Girl I just wanna touch you 

Bridge 
If you ever took your love away 
I can truly say 
I'd die right there today 
Don't give me the world 
I just want my girl. 

Chorus x2 
If I could have anythang 
I put it on everythang 
That it would be you you you you 
I just want you you you 

You are my love 
And my love for you girl 
is all that I need If I had nothing more. 
That our love I'll be just fine with our love 
(Oh!) (Sing on boy) 

Your shoes can't be filled they cannot fill your heels 
My truth is in you there is nothing that's real 
As our love I'll be just fine as long as you're by my side 
(Woman) 

Bridge 
If you ever took your love away 
I can truly say 
I'd die right here today 
Don't give me the world 
I just want my girl. 

Chorus 
If I could have anything 
I put it on everything 
That it would be you you you you 
I just want you you you 

What would I do, where would I be? 
If there was no you, there'd be no me 
Why don't you think about that now 
WOAHH 

What would I do, where would I be? 
If there was no you, there'd be no me 
I put it on everything 
That it would be you you you you 
I just want you you you

(Song that you gave me ♥)

Him ♥


Dear Daniel Jason , Having you as my special one is a new thing for me .. The way you make me smile is the most precious moment for me.I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times, in life after life, in age after age forever.Loving you is the only thing than can make me smile.Talking to you is the golden chance for me , whenever I' m all tired and haggard, you are the strength for me.I'll take care of you , I'll standing by your side no matter how fucked up you are and I'll be true to you.You're my one  heart , one love and one life for sure . It's too fast for me to telling you this .. well you are a beautiful part of my life... I Love You!  ♥  

Nur Syafawani (Cik Ecin)



I would like to introduce this minah kabut is my friend and my future housemate bhahah , Thanks to her for saving me from keep drowning in a blood of friendship . And thanks to her for being nice towards me *jap nice ke? bhahaha :p Ecin , thnks fr keeping me company when I was down , people make mistakes and so I am , I do admit my mistake and yeah I did it for a good reason . Hmm let bygone be bygone .. and Ecin thank you so much for everything *not really everything tapi ok la :) ehheheheh you taught me not to be so easily give my everything on a new friendhship , You taught me that Ecin , thanks . Hopefully having you as my friend is a new thing in my new chapter of life . Thank you 

Sunday 19 June 2011

Sususususushishishsi !







Awwwwwww , this is my favorite food ! I'm craving for it nw , SOMEONE plsssssssssssss bawa sy pergi makan sushi.This photos taken time sy dengan kakak sy makan (: hehehe

Hmmm , keep thinking bout it .....

什么让你爱我吗?
什么让你照顾
我该怎么办时,雷击我?
我醒来发现你不是吗?

什么让你想我吗?
必须做的听说过吗?
我说什么时,一切都结束了
抱歉似乎是最难

这是伤心,伤心
这是一个可悲的可悲的现象
越来越荒谬
这是伤心,伤心
为什么我们不能谈论
,在我看来
遗憾似乎是最难的单词。

我该怎么办让你想我吗?
必须做的听说过吗?
我说什么时,一切都结束了
抱歉似乎是最难

这是伤心,伤心
这是一个可悲的可悲的现象
越来越荒谬
这是伤心,伤心
为什么我们不能谈论
,在我看来
遗憾似乎是最难的单词。

抱歉

什么让你爱我吗?
必须做的听说过吗?
我该怎么办时,雷击我?
我得到了什么做的
我得到了什么做的
抱歉似乎是最难的单词。

Bahahahahah :D lol

有时,当反映在所有的啤酒回来我喝感到惭愧。然后,我期待玻璃和思考啤酒厂他们的希望和梦想的所有工人。如果我没喝这种啤酒他们可能会失去工作,他们的梦想破灭。然后,我对自己说这是更好,我喝了这种啤酒,并让他们的梦想成真不是自私,担心我的肝脏。!! :p

招供

我在自己的爱和没有任何东西可以改变它。我的家人对我来说是重要的事情....我不会轻易放过一个纯粹的爱情....我将... ...

Faeyyy ♥


She's being sweet by doing this , aren't she ? heheh 

She the sweetest


Iloveyou :')

Baby love


Faeyzhaa Fadhali , She means alot to me .. the moment we met , I've started to love her so much . she's with me whenever ups & downs , I'd never gonna leave her and I'd never put anything above her , I do love her a lot . I'm so into her ... she's my evrything now , every single day she's with me in my heart , ALWAYS .. Whenever we had an arguements , she's the one who will like 'lembut kan' hati aku bahahah ! sweet kan ? -.-' She do understand me for now ... sayang I miss you , please datang Malaysia ... why Indonesia tu jauh sangat ! :( 

FRIENDS lalalalala . . .





Momementairly don’t bury me yet like you did to someone else.Yes I am nothing,and that’s why you walking away & find someone new.I’ve been thru ups & downs with you but then you threw me away , yeah I’m just piece of shit for you .I’m fade to black & you started talk - behind my back. I don’t give a damn bout it . I have my own life , I don’t wanna ruine anything I only have hope on myself.I also dislike the fact that if I was your so-called-best friend but you ditched me for someone else .friends , are probably using me . I’m being nice towards them , but then they’re using me for their own intention . best friend ? a best monster in life HA-HA-HA . It is hard to find a GOOD friend nowdays . You live your life , I live mine , I’m not budding in ,You want a fame lifestyle like em’? go ahead , I’ll keep my mouth shut . I’ve been ditched & I’ve been backstabed I’ve no interest in it anymore . well , infront they are friendly but at the back are they friendly too ?that’s the question lays in my heart . I don’t care . There are better things to do . Everyone is full with lies .. I’ve got happy good family that’s all it matters and life ahead me .

7 things I or YOU should do. .but sometimes shouldn’t

1) Be yourself , but not if . . you are non-comformist , 2) Be loyal , but not if . . it’s someone(or something) that is illegal 3) Be courageous , but not if. . you endanger yourself  4) Be humble , but not if . .opportunity present itself 5) Be selfless , but not if. .it’s going to hurt more than help 6) Be ambitious , but not if. .you lose more than you gain 7) Get married , but not if. .you are unhappy

Epilogue





ily , the name .. I knew myself better than you knew , well then stop saying 'I know you ily' .. I wanna be free , I hate being control by someone that its not from my family .I wanna feel the vibe of  fun ! nothing & noone can stop me .I hate when people yelling at me . ahaaaa yeah evryone don't even like it right ? I can forgive but I can't forget , ahahahha THAT IS ME . I don't give a damn if I don't have any friend & I don't really mind , I live my life you live yours aite ? I love serious relationship . well , I can't simply move on when I am down , I have my heart broken once . LIFE . Maybe it's not sweet as we want to be , but hoping it will be better later on aite . Love someone & to be loved , it ain't easy as we thought , it come from heart , a sincerely heart .Due my good mood today , I'd like to give some advice for those who are in relationship now . Love your boyfriend/girlfriend with whole your heart , be honest to each other , be positive , leave all the bad behind ya back , don't give a damn what people say about you & your partner , don't care about em , be nice & straight to each other , for guys , please do respect your girlfriend . that's all for today , ROGER & OUT

Bunch of syaitan rubah (:

People , will always talk shit about you . Yeah . eventhough they are not close with you or you might don't even know em' . ahahaha don't worry , they are just making you become famous actually :) hahahah ! Maybe they grew up like this . Not to judge but I'm sick bunch of malay idiots with too close mind that they can't even think open & the worst is suka menyibuk hal orang . So far , I've been ditched , I've been backstabed and I've no interest in it anymore . Yeah in front they are friendly , but at the back are they friendly too ? that's the quetion lays in my heart. All this community group , you think its a good publicity mixing with em ? I don't think so . Well for those who ain't got a  life I guees but not for me . Well ada juga community yang bagus , ada mision , vision or what-ever-lah , but most of all tak menjadi . There are better things to do . I've only hope and trust on my family (my family GETTIN BETTER aswell) , other than that no one else . I can't fucking trust anyone , cause everyone is full with lies . I'm not going to hurt myself or anything . I've got my others close friend & a happy good family that's all matters and  alife ahead me

Purenesss

pure love is not only from the mouth,
but through the heart it goes .
I love you , not only from the mouth .
These words are my heart & soul
Theres no two-times of you
No receiving anything in return..
But truly deeply put my love..
Above your sweet honest heart
First I met you..
One of a kind feeling comes..
Its hard for me to express it
The love or the friendship ,
Gotta choose which one is more..
Worthy for me ?
The past & the past..
Brought the lessons
The lesson learned..
Those tears bring me..
To the ocean..
The ocean made me drowned
By myownselve
Im sore & sick..
When the bad loves come
Cutting the ears don’t wanna..
Hear what the winds bring to me
Im just a humble girl..
With plain heart..
I knew myself & noone can judge me
Other than myself..

Mak (:



Hasnah Radzi , She is my mother . The one & only who understand me so much . She never leave me behind . She mean a lot to me , yeah evryone do love their own mother right ? ahaaa so am I :) she is the best I've ever had . well hellyeah , she love to bubbling alot . But it's oky for me :) she's the one I lean on . I can spend whatever on her . She the best I've ever had , she is fucking the best :) I love her so much . More than myself . She bring the light to my darkness , she make my heart warmth when it's cold , she be my evry single pages while I be the cover of the magazine :) she always be my side 
. JE T'AIME

She's the one





She's the one for me , my one heart , my one life for sure , my number one girl & the most important girl in my life . She love to naggling so much but it's oky for me cs she is my mum :) She been thru the hardest part in her life by her ownself . She make all the hard things turn to easy , she make a big part of who am I now . I can't get enough talking bout her :p I do love her so much .

Last Note For You...



I won’t go, I’ll just wait here...Like a fool crying beside you..I don’t know why you had to hurt me..I won’t leave, 
I’ll keep on waiting..without you noticing , you're changing .. obviously . you left me at the end .. Down & sore , nothing can express this feeling .The memories where I loved you crazily..Those memories haunt me..day & night ,It's so phatetic , I make myself sick , I can't get over you & I can't get over any of this.. I never thought I'll be the one with the weakness . am hopeless without you .. Where are you ? No more gamess please , no hide & seek . I'm tired . I just want you , It's you . Yayang where are you ?.............

The Almighty ( God )





I feel the heat ....As I'm staring out the window ,In solitude I look at life from different angles thoughts strangled..My mind is suffocatin' in this truth quest a greed law.. That I abide by is ruthless .Enough will never satisfy until I toothless..Filthy millionaires are gamblin' until they muflis . This a sad fact of life , But mankind approved this..I gotta call ‘Him’ ..(Sajadah) is where the booth is I'll make it clear that ..I ain't even tryin' to preach here..By sharing thoughts I hope to find a little peace here . I thank Allah for blessing me..To be creative..So here's a diss for me for bein' unappreciative . Wanted a perfect life ..Yeah smile then die old..fame, money, men .. Pleasure from partyin' , Crackin' bottles in clubs , Frontin' designer fashion.. Now that's wrong , And bull ish don't last long ! I ain’t give a damn bout this luxury anymore , 'Cause no matter how rich and big you are .. It's still Allahuakbar...

Who am I





This a real world , I’m just a small tiny creature , ‘He’ made me … from a dirty dust .. now am here , writing this …. I’ve done lot of mistakes .. everytime I did it , I hit it . I felt the guilty but then I keep doing it , again & again . Is this the sign that I’m not in the right way anymore ? yeah , there’s no ‘taubat’ feelings in my heart … I know that all this ain't the right thing..Partying, chasing moneys and material things.. I'm lying to myself knowing that I've been neglecting my responsibilities as a healthy Muslim .. I frontin’ but yeah I forget to say alhamdulilah..I’d like to ask ‘your’ forgiveness , your guidance , protection & strength ,.. for humbleness and faith to make me a better girl , dearAllah you made it possible when facing obstacles please let me do good help me find the right out of this life’s maze .. Yeah, love me Or hate me ..This who I am ..I’m looking at the past at times, I wish that I was born again so I can rectify mistakes & my wrong doings..Attempts on minimizing my sins before my story ends (DEAD).. I tried to be a better person ..Now I prolly can , hmmm whatever it is .. this is me ,Illy Aishah